Do you think I'm a or obsessed with the idea of s?

Well, if you do have a girlfriend and guys disgust you so much, there's a fair possibility that you are a . But uality is such a complicated thing especially nowadays, and I think 16 is a little early to determine what/who you are. I think at this point you should just do what you think feels good. However, I would suggest stopping watching at your age, because it doesn't help with the uality questionning. What you see is probably gonna confuse you more than it's gonna help you determine your uality.